ym trash.

pessa's doddle. i added the 'i love u'

after 9months, the angau is still there. heeee ♥

p/s: doa buat hafiz. hafiz baru dimasukkan ke icu. kami sekeluarga akan ke kl esok untuk menziarahi hafiz. untuk cerita selanjutnya klik sini

"happy 9-monthsary to you"

salam...

i am sorry for i have done for the past few days...mungkin ia telah melukakan hati seseorang yang saya sayang..

i'm sorry,
moga hubungan kita akan berkekalan...

-Amin-

monthsary

happy 9monthsary.











and counting.

under construction

please bear with me here. i was getting sick of the old skin.

currently this blog is

under construction.

Award

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).
4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.
5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

10 facts about me.

1. punya teman wanita yang 'cool'
   
2. suka dengar musik
   
3. suka makan
   
4. banyak berfikir tentang masalah diri sendiri
   
5. tidak suka bangun lewat
   
6. selalu pening kepala,ada migrain kot
   
7. suka karipap dan popia
   
8. suka mencari t-shirt murah
   
9. kadang2 suka bersendirian
   
10. bersyukur dengan segala yang dimiliki sekarang ini....Alhamdulillah
    

10 cute blogger award receiver.

1. ika
   
2. kak bai

p/s : thanx for the award syg... =)

doa buat hafiz

hafiz. (gamba dari blog anis)

salam.
salam sejahtera dan selamat semester break. =)
orang lain start semester break hari sabtu, ika dh mula semester break hari rabu lagi. malam rabu ayah rushed and picked me dalam 12.30 malam. ira besa plak tgh menangis di seat belakang mpv. i wanted to know the whole story but the condition at that moment kinda forbid me to open my mouth. "kakak, pack up, we're on our way. hafiz dh kritikal". ira texted. hati bebelah bahagi gak nak follow ke kl. sebab ika tak reti nak ponteng kelas, pegi kelas lambat pon rase cam nak nangis dah sebab panik. huh. macam prangai dak darjah satu. hehe. "family comes first" ira reminded me. ika ketepikan kerunsingan dunia belajar dan ikut ke kl. tak sempat la nak pack sangat, bawak baju untuk dua hari je lepas tu tido skejap sebab kepenatan buat report dua malam dan game volleyball 3 jam berturut.

keadaan hafiz memang kritikal. makngah dan pakngah pun nampak letih, tapi digagahi lagi. jantung hafiz dah tak sihat lagi. injap jantung dia dah mula bocor. disebabkan itu, jantung dia terpaksa bekerja kuat untuk mengepam darah. ibu bagitahu saiz jantung dia dh expand 3times dr normal size dia. heartbeat anak kecil 7thn ni dalam keadaan rehat adalah sama dengan orang normal ketika berlari. bayangkan pula jika anak kecil ini mula bermain dan berlari. bayangkan heartbeatnya ketika itu. doktor sudah mengesahkan tiada apa yang dapat dilakukan lagi. mak ngah dan pak ngah dah nekad tak nak undergo surgery, sebab kalau dilakukan pun, hafiz akan berada di bawah intensive care. tak adil untuk kanak-kanak sepertinya untuk terbaring dia atas katil instead bermain bersama-sama kanak-kanak sebayanya. all we can do now is wait. and pray.

hafiz la permata hati, cucu lelaki pertama nenek dan atok. ketika dilahirkan keadaan nya memang dh kritikal. jantung nya tidak mempunyai kedua-dua injap untuk membawa oksigen masuk dan karbon dioksida keluar. alhamdulillah scheduled operation yang dijalankan selepas hafiz dilahirkan berjaya. satu injap diwujudkan pada jantung hafiz untuk membawa oksigen masuk dan karbon dioksida keluar. keadaan ini mengelirukan jantung, tapi alhamdulillah hafiz dapat bermain. bermain juga perlu ade limitation, jika terlalu penat, bibir hafiz mula biru dan wajah nya menjadi pucat.

scheduled operation seterusnya ini seperti tidak dapat diteruskan. kami semua pulang untuk melihat hafiz dan memberi sokongan dan bantuan kepada makngah sekeluarga. walaupun dilahirkan serba kekurangan hafiz diberi kelebihan lain, ketika seusia 4tahun hafiz dah boleh membaca ayat kursi. dibacanya kepada ibu melalui telefon. "maklong nak dengar adik bace.." becucuran air mata ibu. hati nya mudah menghafal ayat-ayat suci. sebak mendengar atok cerita hafiz dah mula bertanya atok tentang syurga, "atok, kat syurga tu best tak?" "atok, kat syurga tu diorg tau ke saiz baju adik?"

ketika ini, hafiz masih terbaring lesu dia gleneagles ampang. kami menunggu hafiz menjadi stabil agar kami dapat bawa dia pulang ke rumah. agar hafiz dapat jalani hidup seperti kanak-kanak lain. walaupun kami sedar peluang itu semakin tipis. mohon kami sekeluarga agar dipanjat kan doa dan bacaan yasin bagi semua yang membaca untuk anak kecil agar dia kembali sehat. mudah-mudahan doa-doa kita dimakbulkan. Amin.

award lagi. =)

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).
4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.
5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

10 facts about me.

1. im into bags and shoes.
2. mudah bersemangat mudah juga heartbroken.
3. i love bus rides.
4. i love the idea of the ferris wheel
5. i eat a lot. and gaining weight
6. i like spending time in the library. i like being surrounded by books but im no bookworm
7. i like hot choc with marshmallows
8. i prefer autumn than any other season
9. i like being safe and at ease.
10. im taken and blessedly happy with him. alhamdulillah.

10 cute blogger award receiver.

1. en faisal (his first award! yay!)
2. kak bai
3. rai
4. reah
5. wanie
6. sajeed
7. huda
8. izzy
9. zetty
10. iman

p/s: thanks anis for the award.. heheeeee...

tagged by 'aweks'

35 Little Secrets:
Be honest no matter what!

[1] Who was your last text from?
=> miss ikal

[2] Where was your default pic taken?
=> urm, my brother's room

[3]Your relationship status?
=> sudah berpunya...hehe

[4] Have you ever lost a close friend?
=> yap

[5] What is your current mood?
=> bersemangat!!

[6] What's your brother's name?
=> farhan

[7 ] What's your favorite color(s)?
=> green,black n blue

[8] Where do you wish you were right now?
=> disisi si dia...

[9] Have a crazy side?
=> ntah la...x sedar la plak

[10] Ever had a near death experience?
=> hmm....x kot

[11] Something you do a lot?
=> teringatkan si dia

[12] Angry at anyone?
=> tidak2

[13] What's stopping you from going to the person you like?
=> i have someone already... =)

[14]When was the last time you cried?
=> ntah...kecik2 dulu kot...

[15] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
=> yap

[16] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
=> peristiwa yang lepas2

[17] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
=> miss ika =)

[18] What are your favorite songs?
=> indie

[19] What are you doing right now?
=> sms with si dia

[20] Who do you trust right now?
=> my family n si dia

[21] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
=> t-shirt free je...haha

[22] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
=> hmm

[23] What is your lucky number?
=> 7 atau 8...mane2 je la...

[24] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
=> afif

[25] Describe your life in one word.
=> alhamdulillah...syukur

[26] Who are you thinking of right now?
=> si dia

[27] What should you be doing right now?
=> study

[28]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
=> i dunno...

[29] What are you listening to?
=> bunyi kipas syiling

[30] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
=> hmm

[31] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
=> nope

[32] Do you act differently around the person you like?
=> jd macho sket je kot...haha

[33] What is your natural hair color?
=> hitam itu keunggulan

[34] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
=> si dia.. =)

[35] Who will be tagged by u?=>
=> anyone can. heee

tagged by wanie.

35 Little Secrets:
Be honest no matter what!

[1] Who was your last text from?
=> en faisal

[2] Where was your default pic taken?
=> urm, punggur.

[3]Your relationship status?
=> taken. by an amazing boyfriend.

[4] Have you ever lost a close friend?
=> yes.

[5] What is your current mood?
=> Hungry

[6] What's your brother's name?
=> no brothers. hee

[7 ] What's your favorite color(s)?
=> red! red! black, khakis, choco, green

[8] Where do you wish you were right now?
=> home.

[9] Have a crazy side?
=> oyes.. most of the sides.

[10] Ever had a near death experience?
=> i think i had once.

[11] Something you do a lot?
=> mengelamun

[12] Angry at anyone?
=> nope.

[13] What's stopping you from going to the person you like?
=> i dont have anyone i like other than him.. :)

[14]When was the last time you cried?
=> couple of days ago

[15] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
=> hmm

[16] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
=> what tomorrow will bring.

[17] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
=> en faisal

[18] What are your favorite songs?
=> anything that keeps my feet tapping.

[19] What are you doing right now?
=> doin the tag la

[20] Who do you trust right now?
=> no one can be trusted. except ur family.

[21] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
=> giordano

[22] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
=> i dont kiss and tell! haha

[23] What is your lucky number?
=> i like the number 8

[24] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
=> nad.

[25] Describe your life in one word.
=> alhamdulillah

[26] Who are you thinking of right now?
=> ibu....

[27] What should you be doing right now?
=> shower! haha

[28]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
=> i'd wished for a car, hehe

[29] What are you listening to?
=> orang potong rumput kat lua.

[30] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
=> cicie

[31] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
=> no one.

[32] Do you act differently around the person you like?
=> nope. i fart and pick my nose whenever i want to. haha

[33] What is your natural hair color?
=> asian, black la.

[34] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
=> him.. :)

[35] Who will be tagged by u?=>
=> anyone can. heee

sit back and relax.

assalamualaikum..

hey peeps! sorry for the long-long update. petom(my laptop) is sick. and unfortunately thw wifi system in my uni is being upgrade. again. it has been one hell of a semester. walaupun bru 3rd week. no wifi, no water. cm duk dalam hutan. haha. to add a lil seasoning this is my semester "penat". so i wont be blogging much, as i keep sleeping every time i got back from class. hopefully updates will be coming from en faisal. pakse dia okeh, haha.. c ya. hitting the shower.


freedom for gaza.


truckloads of love,
miss independent.

waiting ravenously.

cant wait! cant wait! cant wait! hurry up february!