2009 end of year summary

age : 22 but still feels like 21.

actual, formal date : none

crushes : 2

dean's list : none

star wars merchandise : 1

psp : none.

good deeds : few

weight gained : LOT

shoes bought : none

jeans : none

movies with love : 3 or 4.

lesbian kiss : none

car : score!

dancing like its nobody business : 1000

boyfriend : 1

hadapinya dengan senyuman. tak memasal

2009/2010

Maafkan diri ini
Yang hanya memikirkan kehendak diri sendiri
Tidak menilai sebaiknya baik buruk perbuatan aku

Mulut bertikam, mata bertentang
Aku akur kesalahanku
Kepada kau aku memohon simpati
Agar menerima maaf dariku



p/s: maaf..Selamat datang 2010..Semoga ia membuka lembaran baru dalam hubungan kita

who said having your own car is a bliss?

im not complaining or anything, im grateful for what i've been given. more than i deserve actually. but sometimes, all the time actually, i panicked, i feel like vomitting-- which im not sure if it because of an illness or im just overwhelmed. my heartbeat is faster than usual, prolly due to the adrenaline rush and its making it hard for me the get a good night sleep. why you ask?

1. i cant concentrate in class, i keep asking myself whether i have pulled up the handbrake.
2. what if somebody accidentally scratch my car?
3. have i locked my car?
4. will i get to my room safely?
5. what if i drive to slow? will people behind me get mad?

i keep having these visions of me involve in car collision, i'll hurt, ayah will be mad. and then we ended up broke just to fix the bloody car. everytime i steer the wheel. seriously, i need help.


seriously, im not enjoying this i-have-my-own-car thing.

Happy 20-monthsary

Happy 20-monthsary for us

Dah 20 bulan eh? Tak sangka pulak masa cepat betul berlalu. Semoga hubungan kita berakhir di jinjang pelamin. =)

All the best untuk semua kerja yang ika lakukan pada semester baru ni. Jaga kesihatan, kalau sakit makan ubat. Dengar nasihat Dr. Faisal ni. Huhu



p/s: sayang awak! =)

: maaf sebab lambat wish. minta maaf sangat-sangat.

Lalala

Hari ini hidup aku kosong lagi, hanya bermain Football Manager sahaja. Kedai besi pun tutup sebab cuti krismas. So, tengah hari esok aku nak bergerak ke Johor Bharu pulak. Ada wedding hari ahad ni. Petang ahad aku akan bertolak ke Kuala Lumpur dan pagi-pagi isnin nanti aku akan kembali ke Batu Pahat. Kelas hari isnin bermula jam 8 pagi. Agak-agak sempat tak aku pergi kelas tu? Haha

Hmm

Semalam sia-sia lagi aku balik awal ke kampus. Lab boleh tutup pulak hari ni. Ape kes. Hari ni bukannya krismas pun. Besi yang aku cari pun tak dapat-dapat lagi. Kepala pening la camni. Baik layan Football Manager 2010. Lagi masyuk...

second home.

sampai je makngah dan askar- askarnya ke genting, kita orang buat baca yasin kat rumah baru ibu. best betul kat atas ni, sejuk je, hibernate je kerja. haha. officemates ibu pun ada datang, meramaikan bacaan yasin.

sejuk- sejuk ni otak tepu sikit, malas nak buat ayat. to read more and more photos, sila lawat blog gadis cashier ni.



p/s: by the way, i've finished reading twenties girl, novel baru sophie kinsella. sophie girl! mana pergi spark. novel baru ni a bit dull, expected, but i love the flow and the storyline.

Owh

Aku sangat bosan sekarang. Taktau nak buat ape. Dari semalam sampai la ke malam ni aku dah tengok kira2 6-7 movie kot. Skang ni stok movie yang belom ditonton ade dalam 12 lagi. Sudah malas tengok movie. Nak main game pun malas. Ape mau buat ya??

Isu Semasa

Baru-baru ni aku banyak membaca pasal teori konspirasi Dajjal yang terdapat di internet. Antara blog yang aku follow adalah:

• http://holywar-efairy.blogspot.com/

• http://ibnuyaacob.com/

Di sini anda boleh download video The Arrival series yang banyak mengupas tentang isu Dajjal, Illuminati, Freemason dan sebagainya. Jika anda malas download, boleh juga lihat di youtube tapi sesetengah video sudah disablekan suaranya atas inisiatif pihak2 yang tidak mahu perkara ini dihebahkan.

Moga2 kita tergolong di dalam golongan yang dilindungi fitnah Dajjal laknatullah. Banyakkan beramal. Amin

my boyfriend was here.

yesterday, i had the privilege to spend the whole day with en faisal. with permission granted from ibu and ayah of course. ayah was like, "i'm always the last to know!". "but i've told you weeks ago that he's coming."

pesa took the 8.30 am bus to JB. and around 9.30 arrived at JB. ibu picked him up with ira and the three of them bought nasi lemak for breakfast. ibu cakap pesa belanja, but i dont believe her, i believe ibu was trying to tease him. haha.

"jom main bowling nak?" ibu was so eager to bring us to bowl but unfortunately she couldnt join us. ayah just got the call from plentong, his car was fixed. they were supposed to get the car later that evening. so, ibu left me in charge with the girls and pesa a trip around town. we wanted to bowl at danga city mall, unfortunately the whole arena was booked for some tournament. so we went for archery instead.

s

then we went to taman merdeka just to show off to pesa how pretty jb is. haha.

dengan pokok berahsia. --adik cakap. haha

and also to get in touch with the greens! oh, i love trees. hee

then we thought of catching a movie at tebrau. but it was packed. so we enjoyed ice creams at BR. then stucked in traffic for an hour. then we went to bukit indah for lunch. and then it was time to send en faisal home.

ours. to share.

i swear i almost cried as we reached sri putri, where he took the bus back to batu pahat. i wished i could froze time. but i had to keep myself together, still got driving to do plus it will only make it harder for pesa to leave.

adik was sleeping the whole journey back. as we reached home, she woke up and ask where pesa is, i said " dia dah balik la!". oo ye ke? haha.

ibu and ayah reached home around 9 pm. lepas tu buat- buat tanya, pesa dah balik?

sayang thank you for coming. i hope you had fun. =)

acceptance ep. 4

when is a person really satisfied?
when is a person really happy?

i wish i was given a specific guide to how to reach you expectation. because when i thought i was already there, you told me i still have a long way to go. well, you did not actually said it like that, its more to criticism and sarcasm.

im not saying that im right, and that i deserve every empathy and attention i should get after i express my feelings. i have not heard from your side, and i thought maybe, u had a rough day-- all year round.

i did things i dont even like to do, just for you and it thought i have gave my very best and all you could say was "get creative". no thank you's. no thumb up.

and when i did things where im totally scare of doing, u said "whats so hard about this? its easy." for you! you had more than 30 years of experience. im still new at this!

somehow, im thankful that i am treated this way. you made me cant wait to get on my own two feet. you made me work hard. you made me think forward. most of all, you made me strong. mentally.


how weird this may sound, you might be the first person i thank when i made it to the real world.

Nyum2

Petang-petang yang sejuk camni best jugak kalau dapat goreng pisang+kopi 'O' kaw. Pergh. Kecur air liur aku terbayang bende-bende ni. Buat masa ni aku hanya boleh jamah biskut tawar cicah air nescafe je la memandangkan hujan di luar masih tak berhenti. Ok la dari takde pape. Haha

Penyu cantik

Kepulangan aku ke rumah pada Hari Raya Aidiladha yang lepas disambut dengan pemberian penyu cantik oleh adik bongsu aku, Fazlin. Hari itu adik aku ni pergi lawatan sekolah ke Terengganu. So, dia belikanlah kami sekeluarga penyu-penyu cantik ni. Hehe. Fazlin, lain kali kalau pergi lawatan mana2 lagi, beli la cenderahati untuk abang long lagi ye. Huhu. Agak-agak kalau aku pergi Kedah aku nak belikan Fazlin ape ye?? Keychain bentuk padi ade tak?haha

Nama saya penyu cantik kerana saya kaler pink

Terima kasih kepada adik abang yang sorang ni. Nanti kalau abang long balik, kite minum Slurpy ye. Huhu

Teka-Teki

Di suatu petang, terjadilah dialog ini di bawah sebuah pohon rambutan.


Wan: Wei Lan, petang-petang camni ko tak boring ke?

Lan: Boring la jugak.

Wan: Okey. Kalo camtu aku ade 1 teka-teki untuk menghilangkan boring kite.
Nak tak nak ko jawab jugak.

Lan: Okey, no hal punye. Ape teka-tekinya?

Wan: Ok. 1st question. Tikus ape yang berjalan 2 kaki?

Lan: Tikus mainan ar jawapannye. Confirm betol ni. Haha

Wan: Salah tu. Try lagi. Cepat-cepat!

Lan: Salah ke? Ko bagi je la jawapan die. Aku tak tau ar.

Wan: Jawapannye Mickey Mouse la. Hahaha. Ok2. Teka-teki kedua pulak.
Itik ape ade 2 kaki?

Lan: Kacang je tu. Mesti ar Donald Duck.

Wan: Hahahaha....salah ar beb. Itik memang ade 2 kaki.



Sekian, kalau tak lawak pun korang buat2 la gelak ye. Ngehngeh

raya haji (edisi segamat)

mek mimi suka duduk atas buaian.

izzat suka buat muka terkejut.

hergh! terkejut lagi.

kak mimi suka menyelit celah- celah orang 'happening'.

kak mimi suka tengok nenek- nenek muda bergosip.

kadang- kadang kak mek suka baca surat khabar. tapi rumah moyang ade katalog je. jadi la.

rimas la kakak orang asyik nak pegang kakak je. nak baca katalog pun susah.

kakak memang suka orang suap. choki-choki pun kena suapkan.