Thursday, July 11, 2013

moodswings part 2

it is exactly 44days until our nikah day. I'm having mix feelings.

1, headache from the debts i need to pay. *calculating how many OT i can do to support the wedding*.
2, relieved. finally kebenaran luar nikah from JAIJ passed! tho ayah had to angkat sumpah syarie, (more on that later) it went well. Ayah said he's going to JAWI today. To settle it all.
3, sad, I'm not getting married in my hometown, JB but in KL, just because my mom said it's convenient for everybody (yup, bride's feeling not that important)
4, very sad, since the wedding will be in KL, few of my friends can't make it.
5, scared I might be disappointed, since the wedding is two weeks after raya, people might have splurge their money on raya prep, I'm a bit scared and sad few might come up and say they might not be able to make it, no money already...

I know right. no happy feelings at all. but too late to complaint now.
I just hope i'll get my reward after the wedding. prolly  a new laptop (hint). hehe.

see ya later, aligator!

moodswings




john mayer work wonders in that time of the month.



Sunday, November 18, 2012

hiyahh!

hello and assalamualaikum!

i guess now the wedding heat is on! and we haven't prepare anything.. yet. bluerghh.

when I'm at work, I have these tonnes of ideas to type down on our blog. But I always got home late, so I just took a shower and head to bed. And sometimes staring at my laptop screen can also makes me sleepy except for youtube. haha.

Anyways, I was down with a baaaad fever last week, started on tuesday and vomitted on wed and has bloody runny nose on thurs, so i dragged myself to a clinic scared that i might collapsed at home alone and all the doctor can say was "eh, fever je". thank god u were good looking. hehe.

the working week was not even ok as well, I was in tense and had no one to talk to at home, so i decided to come to KL. Amazing thing was, my fever gone as I saw my fiancee. Kapooff! Alhamdulillah, my future husband is A HEALER! ok over. Ok maybe it was gone because my sweet, sweet fiance decided to buy us girls dinner! yay! free food!

muke masam fiance kene belanja + us girls (his baby sisters and ira)


oh and happy belated birthday to my future baby SIL. cewah. this treat was for her actually. hehe. indulge in more piccas below. wehooo.


 baby sis ira, with fadhilah the birthday girl and lil fazlin





p/s: oh, and i still owe my engagement post right. lemme gather my mood first becuase it is a loooong story. :)