Sunday, May 31, 2009
hilang
Friday, May 29, 2009
zaman aku masih lemah
lama-kelamaan aku pon start tension ar asyik kene camtu je.. tp aku x mampu nk bwat ape2.. aku pon hairan..aku x mampu nk menolak permintaan '20sen'nya..ni xley jd ni..so aku bertindak dgn bgtau kt bapak aku..masa tu aku anak kesayangan bapak aku tp kadang2 kene gak tali pinggang die sbb nakal.. so bapak aku datang sekolah, jumpe cikgu sekolah dan budak 'lahanat' tu kene marah dengan cikgu..padan muke
sampai sekarang aku ingat lagi muke bdk tu..kalo aku jumpe ko, siap ar..aku mintak balik semua 20sen yang ko amek dgn aku dulu..ley buat isi tabung aku yang asyik kurang je isi die..heh
siap ko..kau milikku!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
happy 13-monthsary.. =)
hope all the best for you in the future ...sarang heyo.. =)
p/s: kebosanan bermain-main di minda..toink toink
gone half-crazeeeee.
john mayer: this is a song bout girly parts. guitar solo.
girls screaming in the background.
We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you
One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue
you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it
you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes
screams fill the air.
guitar solo.
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland
john mayer : thank you so much. its nice to play the song where it started which was right here. cos thats where its started. in Birmingham.
he's on my wishlist.
save up people. i want him for my birthday. haha. tengok konsert laa. owh. i still want the light saber too. *straight from the heart*. u knock me off my feet. meltinggg
p/s: i can almost visualize it. JM! datang la malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
p/p/s: i still love u too domo kun. =)
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
aku flashback.
know what.
there's a few shorts i dont know what it stands for.
FYP. ingatkan game baru. "FIP!FIP!". me, pronouncing it.
what it stands for: final year project. its not until this semester i knew what it was.
WRT. banyak betul dia keluar dalam modul mekanik mesin edaran UTHM. Encik Zamri pulak suka suruh orang baca soalan sebelum solve. apahal tah. "werett!!" *bunyi jawa sikit*. budak- budak semua bantai gelak. konon nya i just did something cute laa. adoi. Encik Zamri betulkan. "..WITH RESPECT TO.." ooooooooo. tu ke..
nak buat ape ha tuk FYP? chey, dah pandai guna dalam sentence.
Monday, May 25, 2009
buku ini aku jumpe semasa melihat2 rak buku yg berada di rumah. buku ini merupakan hikayat amir hamzah dari cetakan tahun 1969 oleh Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka (DBP). tengok la kulit bukunye, sudah dimakan anai2 namun sempat bertahan sehingga ke hari ini. sudah 40 tahun umur buku ini.
semalaman aku habiskan masa aku dgn membaca cerita hikayat ini. di dalamnya menceritakan tentang kepahlawanan Amir Hamzah anak Amir Ibrahim dari bandar Mekah. banyak teladan yang diperoleh jika anda membaca buku ini.
jikalau terjumpa buku ini di mana2, belilah ia..sesungguhnye tidak rugi untuk kita membaca karya seperti ini.
tagggggggggg
tiada.cuma skandal sahaja..haha
2. Saya sedang mendengar..
bunyi kipas stand + bunyi kipas cpu
3. Mungkin saya patut..
pegi berak kerana saya sakit perot sekarang
4. Saya suka..
kebebasan
5. Sahabat-sahabat saya...
menghiburkan saya
6. Saya tak paham..
dengan soalan ini
7. Saya kehilangan..
'dia'
8. Ramai yang berkata..
saya hensem...hahaha
10. Cinta itu adalah..
unik
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang..
merindui saya
12. Saya akan cuba..
mengikat perot
13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud..
sampai bila-bila
14. Telefon bimbit saya..
sedang dicaj baterinya
15. Bile saya terjaga..
saya tidur balik
16. Saya paling meluat..
bila orang mengambil kesempatan ke atas saya
17. Pesta/parti adalah..
lagha
18. Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui..
spider kot...
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah..
ntah la..tiada
20. Hari ini..
sakit perot
21. Malam ini saya akan..
melangot
22. Esok pula saya akan..
melangot lagi
23. Saya betul2 inginkan..
ntah
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini..
rambut serabai
25. Pusat membeli belah atau arked permainan..
daytona..air hockey pon ok gak..heh
26. Makanan barat atau jepun..
dua-dua saya makan
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap..
bergantong kepada masa
28. Makanan segera adalah..
KFC
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang..
fazlin, jgn tutup pc
30. Siapa yang anda ingin tag..
sape2 je la, ika dh di tag dulu kn..
nad tagged.
1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah..
daus.
2. Saya sedang mendengar..
wani ardy.
3. Mungkin saya patut..
main gitar gak.
4. Saya suka..
makan.
5. Sahabat-sahabat saya...
are my world.
6. Saya tak paham..
kenapa presiden US penting sangat.
7. Saya kehilangan..
duit. damn mcd.
8. Ramai yang berkata..
fitnah.
10. Cinta itu adalah..
indah dan melemaskan.
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang..
merindui. kihkih.
12. Saya akan cuba..
bungee jumping. oih!
13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud..
sehingga akhir masa.
14. Telefon bimbit saya..
bukan saya punya.
15. Bile saya terjaga..
saya makan.
16. Saya paling meluat..
bila makan tak ajak.
17. Pesta/parti adalah..
hilang dalam ramai.
18. Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui..
anak kucing jantan buta yang saya namakan 'siti'.
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah..
21. takde bf. masuk wad. dapat lesen!
20. Hari ini..
tiada air.
21. Malam ini saya akan..
sambung 'projek'.
22. Esok pula saya akan..
teruskan dengan 'projek'.
23. Saya betul2 inginkan..
psp. sila masukkan duit.
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini..
uh! goth chic!
25. Pusat membeli belah atau arked permainan..
air hockey. rindunyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
26. Makanan barat atau jepun..
dua-dua tak pedas.
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap..
bilik keliru.
28. Makanan segera adalah..
mcd.
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang..
ibu. jangan korek telinga.
30. Siapa yang anda ingin tag..
en faisal. i want to know how your day went...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
langkah kanan
kunjungan aku ke rumah member aku smlm nampaknye tidaklah sia-sia..sebelum pulang aku sempat dibekalkan oleh mak bapak member aku dgn sebungkus plastik ketam rebus..wooooo...baik punye!
ketam ni bapak kepada membe kepada member aku yg tangkap...kalo x paham sile abaikan..katanye ditangkap di sekitar kwsn rumah je..rumahnya berada di kawasan perkampungan nelayan di Johor...name tempat tu aku dh lupe..
cerite pasal tangkap ketam ni, aku teringat mase aku memukat udang semasa bulan puasa beberapa tahun dahulu.. memang best..malam tu aku, bapak aku, sepupu aku dua tiga orang bergerak lebih kurang pkl 1 pagi kot..kitorang pi ke sungai utk naek bot sepupu aku..senang je nk memukat udang ni..jatuhkn pukat, kasi bot jln sket, pastu angkat pukat..dekat2 pkl 4 baru kitorang blk umah..byk gk udang yg kitorg dapat..sampai je ke umah atok aku, kitorang terus bakar udang tu..pastu mkn mase sahur..masyuk gile..udang fresh la katekan..haha
perot pun dh berkeroncong, aku nk pi mkn ketam dulu..haha..chiow..salam
Friday, May 22, 2009
orang malaysia mang bijak.
and kris. another cutey. bahh! whats wrong people? dont go for looks, go for talent. its a singing competition for god sake. well, ok he can play the guitar and the piano. but its a SINGING competition. newsflash. he's married. looks can be deceiving. but its true he's only 23. i think he sounds just like--- every other guy who can sing?
danny on the other hand, he got the voice. sipi lagi dia nak masuk final. dah top 3 dah, adoi americans ni. dua mamat jambu tu jugak yang jadi pujaan hati. danny got out. paula was right, he's a star. kalau orang tutup mata dan dengar, orang tau tu danny gokey. he's one of a kind. i have to agree with paula on that. tak pe la, danny nanti jadi macam daughtry, yang menang first place dengan second place album tah hape. daughtry dah banyak hit songs plus ada band sendiri lagi. hahaha. aku benci kau kris, adam. jambu. hahah. sian la sikit, danny tu mati bini. (bet his late wife is his inspiration). oi! oi! jangan jadi sweet boleh tak? *melting*
You Are So Beautiful (Studio Version) - Danny Gokey
*prolly he got his wife on his mind while singing this. sobs! just beautiful* click play if u want to listen to it. i didnt put it on autoplay. nanti cam semak.
on the other continent, malaysians proved to be smarter than americans. on the recent finale of akademi fantasia, hafiz was voted as 'juara akademi fantasia'. sorry but i didnt do my part, membazir kredit je vote-vote ni. haha. naseb baik jambu aril, and jambu akim didnt win. they can sing i admit that, tapi biasa- biasa je la. nothing special. hafiz je la stand out. hafiz's "i believe i can fly" version was superb. semua orang terkesima. never knew he had that kind of stamina. entah la tak follow, maybe orang vote sebab follow tiap minggu kan, dengan menangis dengan drama- drama pun boleh menang vote. but malaysians have proved that they are smarter. good job malaysians!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
star trek and angels and demons
indulge in the photos. me head is still dizzy from watching the two heavy movies. too much to absorb. but two thumbs up for both movies. best2.
iman- model rejoice. sangat seronok dapat tengok ewan mcgregor in black robe.
iman and theeba being cute. pfft.
buat iklan jam.
"live long and prosper."
going back oredi. iman and theeba trying to be ayu.the youngest being cheesy. hehe. and tariq trying to be cool.
thanks guys. for finally pulling me out of the house. haha. i had fun.
hari ini
so, aku pon klua umah...alik2 mak aku suh aku alih dahan pokok mangga dpn umah aku..dahannya dh patah..berat gk..byk kerengga plak tu..haiyaa...so aku decide nk potong la sket2 la..senang sket nk humban kt cerun dpn umah aku...potong punye potong..x sedar la plak byk gk gigitan kerengga yg dh melekat kt bdn aku..ingat aku ni dahan pokok mangge gak ke..ske2 hati je nk panjat..kalo panjat je xpe..ni siap bg cenderahati lg..kalo x sakit xpe la jgk..last2, sekor2 aku penyek..puas hati aku...hahaha
dh siap alih dahan mangge tu, aku pon pi la bersarapan..mmg layan ar..pekena milo ais gelas besar buatan sendiri..mmg terbaek ar..sume ramuan terlebey..camne la aku x jd comel camni kn...hahahaha
next thing, mcm bese aku pi amek fazlin blk skolah, anta die skolah agame..pastu pi lepak umah membe jap..dh xtau nk bwat ape, aku jd tukang support membe aku maen game ps2....
mlmnye pula..aku hanya berborak2 di laman sesawang bersama awek tersayang...tu la alkisah hidup aku hari ini...moga ade yg terhibur..haha...chiow..salam
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
pancit
petang td aku agak pancit jgk sbb dh lame x maen bola kt padang. last skali aku ingat aku maen bola kt padang mase kt pasum dulu..lame tu...lepas abes pasum je aku hanya maen futsal je..tambahan pula, seminggu cuti yang agak menggemukkan ni menjejaskn stamina aku..mmg x ley blah ar maen td..dgn memakai kasut kasual aku redah je maen sbb membe2 sume dh ajak. lagipon gian gk nak maen. nk tunjuk gak sket skill2 murahan yg aku ada...hahaha...
kesudahannya, team aku menang ...maen campor dgn bdk2 skolah..memang haru ar jdnye..mulut je bising, bola terlepas jgk..ni ar bdk melayu..hahaha
so, aku berazam nk maen lg esk ptg ...nk jgk kembalikan stamina aku mcm zaman jd pemain ragbi dulu...zaman bdn aku tgh ringan+laju sket dr skang...kalo kene kejar anjing pon xde ar pancit sgt..naseb baek org tu x kesah dgn keadaan aku...Alhamdulillah la...heh
hmm...dh la..nk g meroyan kejap..chiowww...salam
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
with ibu and ayah.
earcandy: know your enemy, greenday
task pertama motorola bagi untuk uji kehebatan ilmu engineering pelbagai universiti ialah problem solving--in teams. setiap team yang dianggotai 4 orang akan dikuarantinkan dalam sebuah bilik dengan whiteboard dan sebijik laptop untuk kegunaan internet dan buat slide show. handphones semua kene ambil-- untuk mengelakkan sebarang contact dengan luar. which means we have to do it on our own. -i was explaining-
and the task was: you and your team are in a game of explorace. however, your team are lost in the jungle. all you have is a walkie-talkie but the batteries are out. find suitable alternative power source to turn on your walkie talkie so you can contact other teams and ask for help.
nearby the jungle you are in: a village, a supermarket, the ocean. you can only use materials that can be found in these places and the jungle you are in. you are given one hour to find the solution and prepare a five minute presentation to present in front of the judges. each teams will be quarantined and will be given 15 minutes to do the presentation.
macam gitu la on paper punya question dia siap nombor giliran untuk present. 15. team ke-15 jumpe judges-judges dari motorola. transmit power, standby power, receive power dia bagi.
"entah la ayah. ika rase mula2 motorola ni macam bagi trick question. ape payah na nak cari materials semua, baik pegi je supermarket tuh beli bateri. hahaha. tengok power- power dia bagi ika ingat ade calculations semua. cuak dah."
ibu dengan ayah gelak. "apa punya soklan dorang bagi ni? agaknya dorang nak test korang fikir senang ke fikir serabut2. hahaha."
"tu lah pasal. takot gak nak cakap beli bateri je. kang dia cakap tunjuk terer ye budak ito ni. so, kitorg pun fikir la yang susah2, hydrolisis semua. kasi nampak bijak sikit. hahahaah"
"apa idea team ika?" ibu tanya.
"lin ckp hydrolisis. pastuh ika search-search jumpe pasal lemons boleh power up light bulbs. so dalam hutan tu konon nya ada lemons. tapi sebab lemon produce power yang rendah gila kitorg gune transformer tuk multiply power lemons tu then baru apply ke walkie talkie."
"mane nak cari transformer?"
"kan ade supermarket. beli steel bar. beli coil. buat transformer sendiri. lin cakap boleh. dia budak dekan berturut. pastu buat plat tuk cas positif, negatif cucuk dalam lemons banyak2 tuh. cukup la untuk mintak tolong je."
ayah diam. bahahaha. rasa bijak pulak.
"cuak ika bu. dah la kene present dalam english. budak2 tuh pilih ika lak tuh present. dorang angguk2 je. dorang cakap very gooooooood. haaaaa". start bangga dah.
"ntah2 semua team dia cakap very good. hahaha" ibu and ayah gelak.
"taklaa, kat team B judges tu cakap 'lain dari yang lain'"
"apa idea team tuh?" ibu tanya.
"masa lunch break tu, kitorg jumpe. budak team B cakap dorang pegi kat kampung pinjam dynamo kat basikal orang kampung. hahaha. lagi la. siap pinjam2."
ibu dengan ayah gelak gilababas.
for a moment there. i dont feel like a failure. =)
more award!
Who gave this award to you? And who is she for you?
Oppss! But there are a few condition for this award.
- Make sure you are a girl
- Copy this badge as ur award
- State 5 reasons why you think you are special and why do you proud to be a girl?
- Are you beautiful? Why?
- Pass this award to your girlfriends.
5 reasons why im special
- i am loved
- i tell crappy jokes. n ppl laugh.
- aneh
- i pretty sure im a jedi. in training.
- cant cook. haha. thats something 'special'.
girls can be naggers, cute, adorable, bitchy, loud, out of this world and hypnotic at the same time! and u wonder what's keeping u up all night. girls rock!
are you beautiful? why?
nope. i dont think im beautiful if appearance is the case,though im grateful of what i am. cos im fat, ugly, and woobly. haha.
girlfriends
- izzy
- kak bai
- sajeed
- wanie sk
- reah
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
ungrateful me.
so its important that i stay in touch with pesa at ALL times.
its only been 4 days since pesa went home, that i turned out to be an insecure lunatic and started asking him--u know... questions.
"what if one day you fall out of love with me?"
"what if one day i turn out to be syanie, but darker version. will u still love me?"
"why dont we get married earlier. u do want to spend the rest of ur life with me right?"
the questions i obviously know challenges a man's gut and i should somehow avoid asking them. but i did anyway. but he never- NEVER gets tired from them, and repeated tell me how much i meant to him and asking me to trust him.
but this one question slipped out from my mouth. and he was afraid.
"ika rasa nak berhenti belajar. what if i was meant for something else?"
i was giving up. and he has tried almost his very best to make me not to give up. he sighed. i feel like a failure. seriously, im tired. this course is tiring. especially when i had to do it on my own. without any clique for exam tips, friends for group study or lab reports. alhamdulillah, i made it through these years. but somehow i feel i just cant go on.
"kalau berhenti belajar, ika nak buat ape?"
dilayankan jugak. adoi, penyabar nye la bf ni.
pause. and silence.
"tak tauuuu"
silence. again.
"complicated nye pemikiran semakin kite besar. susah nye fikir nak jadi ape sekarang ni. masa skolah dulu senang je kalo cikgu tanya nak jadi ape, senang je jawab."
pesa was silent for a moment and then replied, "pilot."
i laughed out loud. nak jadi pilot??? bahahahahahahaha. so-supportive-me. hehe
"ok ape. tinggi, tak rabun."
"hmm, ok la kot. =)"
a tense, serious conversation turned out to be a funny one. see how hard it is to stay mad at him for more than 5 minutes? haha. all this happened because i got B+ in statistics, i dumbly forgot to answer 1 more section in my finals. i worked hard to get an A but i didnt. i was crushed the minute i saw the result and was crying like a baby. i told ibu, ibu cakap bersyukur la, Alhamdulillah tak fail. and it smacked me right in the face. im being ungrateful. =(
ALHAMDULILLAH.
(for the B+ in stats, for the bf that constantly reminding me to selawat and keeping me in my senses, for ibu that have been supportive and guiding me.)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
award especially for me.
tag + award
tagged by nana. thanx nana! =)
here 10 things about me.
- im still not sure what im gonna do in future.
- i eat a lot.
- i complain about my weight all the time. boyfie thinks its amusing. everytime.
- im broke.
- i havent been out the house for 3 days.
- i
- am
- still
- hungry.
- =)
- kak bai
- nad
- sajeed
- wanie
- izzy
- zetty
- ira b
- ira k
- kak derin
- anis
Friday, May 8, 2009
,,,
Hari mendatang, hari mendatang
Kiranya ku memeluk hiba
Itupun beralun hari mendatang, hari mendatang
Kiranya ku memeluk hibur
Terusan kabus ribut yang melimpah
Yang mengucap tiba
Ku ingin bersamamu
Sehingga akhirnya
Kabus, kabus ribut
Indah berseri-seri
Kabus, kabus ribut
Bilakah sampai waktu?
Disini menglamun
Hari mendatang, hari mendatang
Kiranya ku memeluk hiba
Sekalipun beralun awan mendatang, awan mendatang
Kiranya ku memeluk hibur
Kabus, kabus ribut
Indah berseri-seri
Kabus, kabus ribut
Bilakah sampai waktu?
Terusan kabus ribut yang melimpah
Yang mengucap tiba
Ku ingin bersamamu
Sehingga akhirnya
Kabus, kabus ribut
Indah berseri-seri
Kabus, kabus ribut
Bilakah sampai waktu?
Disini menglamun, datang
Kabus ribut, ribut