Tuesday, January 25, 2011


tadaaaa! my first attempt on architecture. it's not my best. but i did it in less than an hour. (bangga kejap).

i had to get the sketches done for my RP project. i was sooo lazy the other night that i snoozed off early with hopes that i'll get up early to do the sketch. but i woke up at 8.30. class in 2 hours time.

membebel sorang- sorang, brushed teeth, cuci muka, make bed = 30 minutes.

watched the time again, ranting and membebel some more.

then i finally sat down, sharpen pensel kayu and took out a piece of paper. i have to get this done!

pija was so scared to get in my 'focus circle'. she just looked from a far and said wow. okayh. temper slightly went down.

have you seen the details on this mosque?! owh btw, my group was assigned to do Masjid Sultan Abu Bakar. we need to cut them in half and put these exotic buildings in a 3D frame. cool or what?

the details was making me mad, so i took off my clothes (do not visualize), and ran for a quick shower to cool down. it wasn't that quick tho. lama la jugak. damn. waste time already.

i got panicked. so with just a towel on (do not visualize again), i continued the detailing but only the obvious ones, i dont have much time. done! i put on my clothes while pija examined the sketch. i heard a wow. wow is such an ego-booster. do not say it too often.

i was in a bad mood when i reach RP class, i hate last minute work. well its my own fault. groupmate wanted to see the sketch and then in a blink of an eye, the sketch have traveled to end of the class. i heard wow like 2 millions time. then nizam asked me, "ika ko fotostat ke lukis ni?". while holding an eraser to prove his theory. "DONT! aku lukis! aku lukis! jangan padam."

then group progress report started, everyone already come out with solidwork drawings. mind you. they took them from seniors, unfortunately no one had done the masjid so we need to do it from scratch. the lecturer was holding my sketch, running his hand on the paper, scratched his head and asked, "lukis ke copy ni?". "emm, lukis cik." wow. 2 millions and one.

my ego went THIS high, hence this post. haha. no lah. i dont really like this one. because it wasn't my best and i was under pressure. dah la senget benget (duh, that's why its called a sketch). so........... anyone free to do this solidwork drawing of the masjid? i'll pay you! and even buy you dinner! promise.

p/s: eip! sorry! nanti aku wat post yang ko tag tu eh.. hehe

Thursday, January 20, 2011


Semenjak dua menjak aku banyak buat problem pada si dia. Memang salah aku. Ada janji2 yang aku tak tunaikan pada dia. Maaf kerana memungkiri janji. Moga2 hati si dia sejuk sikit kt aku. Harap-haraplah......


being with you is- different. you dont care what people think.
and when i'm with you, it makes me to not care what people think too.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

guys in uniform.

gleek! yes i am. and im all over this new hottie in glee, darren kriss who plays blaine.

5 facts on darren. (yes i googled him)
  1. he's 23. 87 baby.
  2. he's half-Filipino and half-Irish. (and we wonder where he gets the good looks from)
  3. he went to University of Michigan and graduated in 2009 with a Bachelor of Fine Arts in Performance, Acting.
  4. he's playing Blaine, senior to Kurt in all-boys school, and plot shows Kurt and Blaine is an item.
  5. though he plays gay in the series, he is actually straight. (ok im not entirely sure on that, but please, it will be a waste!)
check out his performances in glee. he is well- praised for his job well done. tengok la, sure korang cair punya.

  1. teenage dream cover. katy perry was amazed by his performance, and it is glee's current most downloaded song.
  2. soul sister cover. train lead singer loved it, quoted "i think they did an amazing job".
  3. baby, its cold outside cover. its an old song i presume. i like this one. he's cute when he's all flirty. (minus kurt)

ok lah, maybe he's not all that. i think its gotta be the uniform. guys in uniform-goes-to all-boys-school. a plus plus plus!

in my school days pun selalu ushar EC (English College, JB) boys. sebab uniform dia lain dari lain. Lepas tu, diorang belajar "college", not some typical schools. macam dorang ni selected guys that belong to some association, like all mystery and cool likedat. naive betul masa tu. haha.

yeah, i have few friends in EC, which i forgot their names already. sadly, they are all "Kurt". saya tak kenal langsung yang berblazer, main ragbi, rambut spikey (it was in trend back then) dan lebih tough dari saya.

but they are nice friends though, kadang-kadang merangkap personal style consultant, always had a say in what i wore. and they love me, i think, sebab depa panggil saya yang."yang, yang pass i gunting tu..". hmm, lepas tu lama jugak la kena bahan dengan kawan. it was back in my first debut in puisidra 2002. i was 15.

then in 2003, i went to a business camp held by JCorp, Tunas Bestari. Semua sekolah jb involve termasuk la EC. wakil EC semua yang "Kurt". some of them i've known from puisidra 2002 and 2003. seronok sudah ada kawan :) tapi takde lelaki straight yang kacau saya sepanjang camp tu. hampa. =_=!

but they are none the less the sweetest! jumpa dalam 4 kali je, lepas tu semua event sekolah. tapi diorang ingat saya! masa first year saya, kawan saya yang ambil tesl kat utara call, cakap ade kawan dari EC kirim salam. tsk! terharu ok. and im sorry i dont remember u guys at all. muka pun tak ingat dah. if only i took pictures with you guys, or maybe i did. and i dont know where i put it! waaaaa.

ok, off topic sudah. the point is, the blazer is only until form 5 and then its gone. and a guy is still a guy. heck, what am i ranting about? the blazer-on guys are hot. im not gonna say more. watch the videos, mesti rasa macam diri tu 17 again. nak boyfriend yang belajar kat boarding school and pakai special blazer. ok. maybe just me. :P

darren before glee.



Alhamdulillah. Itu kata yang paling sesuai aku ucapkan ketika ini. Aku bersyukur kepada-Mu kerana dimurahkan rezeki setelah beberapa bulan menganggur. Esok merupakan permulaan satu episod baru dalam hidup aku. Semoga aku ditunjukkan jalan yang benar dan sentiasa mendapat keredhaan-Nya. Amin

Saturday, January 8, 2011


cutest couple everrrr. period.

finished (finally) my next on my list, ahern's novel; if you could see me now. berapa lama baru abes baca daa.. dekat setahun. haha. busy la. cant wait to finish school and read off my list!

i love you zooey ♥

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

let's learn from lyrics!

want to know what girls look for in a guy? shania twain has a few tips. (courtesy of That Don't Impress Me Much by Shania Twain).

let's look at verse 1 first shall we?

I've known a few guys who thought they were pretty smart
But you've got bein' right down to an art
You think you're a genius, you drive me up the wall
You're a regular original, a know-it-all

Oh-oo-oh, you think you're special
Oh-oo-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you're a rocket scientist?

That don't impress me much
So you got the brains but have you got the touch?
Now don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much
Uh huh, yeah-yeah

Lesson 1: girls dont need guys to be extra-smart. smart is a necessity. you dont want to go out with someone whos's as dumb as patrick star do ya? but not too smart, like correcting your grammar or your sentence when you speak, or provide unnecessary explanation on everything you pass by when you're walking together. it's like dating your teacher. eww.

I never knew a guy who carried a mirror in his pocket
And a comb up his sleeve, just in case
And all that extra hold gel in your hair oughta lock it
'Cause Heaven forbid it should fall outta place

Oh-oo-oh, you think you're special
Oh-oo-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you're Brad Pitt?

That don't impress me much
So you got the looks but have you got the touch?
Now don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much

Lesson 2: a guy who worries too much on his look annoys the girl. just who on earth would want a guy who have the same amount of toiletries as a girl? you are crowding the bathroom! let girl have the extra space, not you! "you, you, rambut i ok tak?" *im gonna run you over on 160km/h*. if a girl loves you, you mean the world to her, despite how you look, she'll think you're perfect just the way you are.

You're one of those guys who likes to shine his machine
You make me take off my shoes before you let me get in
I can't believe you kiss your car good night
Come on baby tell me, you must be jokin', right?

Oh-oo-oh, you think you're something special
Oh-oo-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you've got a car?

That don't impress me much
So you got the moves but have you got the touch?
Now don't get me wrong, yeah I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much

Lesson 3: ok this one really bugs me off. material obsessive. its like putting your girl no.2 in your list. that's offensive. come on, man. materials dont last forever, love does. plus, this totally proves you care too much on people's attention. bluerggh. another turn off. an attention seeker. immature.

Lesson 4: i know they always say 'be yourself'. but come to think of it, that phrases only applicable on certain situation. you still need to keep your manners.

ok there you have it. im not the world best advice giver but i found my girlfriends nodding to this song everytime they heard it. maybe there's some truth in it. ok toodles. thanks for reading my shit. haha.

here's the song : That Don't Impress Me Much