baby makes me ramble

Salam baby,

Today Umi received newsletter from BabyCenter saying you are just as big as a kidney bean (kacang merah). Tiny nya! Tapi kenapa Umi punya perut ke depan? Haha. Umi loves you more every waking day. Umi selalu cakap seorang-seorang dengan baby.

Hmm. Umi sebenarnya tak boleh concentrate work. Umi mabuk sangat harini, sejak dari semalam. Membayangkan nasi dengan sayur buat Umi nak muntah. It means that you are growing baby. Alhamdulillah. Umi sebenarnya takut sangat nak vomit kat office. Takut menyusahkan orang. Nanti Umi dah tak larat pun siapa nak pick up Umi from work? Abi kat KL. Umi doa hari-hari supaya Allah s.w.t beri Umi kekuatan untuk kumpul rezeki bagi baby. Kalau tak boleh settle pun kerja Umi, biarlah ade progress day by day.

Umi rasa macam nak balik, nak lay down kat bed kat rumah. Umi rase macam nak makan bubur dengan ikan bilis kicap dengan telur dadar hancur. Sedapnya, tapi baby macam tak cukup kan?

moodswings part 2

it is exactly 44days until our nikah day. I'm having mix feelings.

1, headache from the debts i need to pay. *calculating how many OT i can do to support the wedding*.
2, relieved. finally kebenaran luar nikah from JAIJ passed! tho ayah had to angkat sumpah syarie, (more on that later) it went well. Ayah said he's going to JAWI today. To settle it all.
3, sad, I'm not getting married in my hometown, JB but in KL, just because my mom said it's convenient for everybody (yup, bride's feeling not that important)
4, very sad, since the wedding will be in KL, few of my friends can't make it.
5, scared I might be disappointed, since the wedding is two weeks after raya, people might have splurge their money on raya prep, I'm a bit scared and sad few might come up and say they might not be able to make it, no money already...

I know right. no happy feelings at all. but too late to complaint now.
I just hope i'll get my reward after the wedding. prolly  a new laptop (hint). hehe.

see ya later, aligator!

moodswings

john mayer work wonders in that time of the month.

Warkah buatmu-edisi ke 54-

Kepada saudari Atikah Basyirah,

Kehadapan ini saya ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut bulan perhubungan kita yang ke 54.
Saya berharap saudari sihat sejahtera selalu dan berada di bawah lindungan rahmat Allah s.w.t.

Sepanjang saya mengenali saudari, banyak suka duka yang kita alami bersama. Saya berharap agar hubungan kita ini diteguhkan dengan semangat kasih sayang serta sentiasa berada di bawah rahmat dan kasih Allah s.w.t.

Saudari pun sudah selamat saya sunting menjadi tunangan saya. Semoga kita dapat menguatkan semangat dalam mempersiapkan diri untuk melangkah ke alam perkahwinan selepas ini. Susah dan senang kita akan harungi bersama selepas ini. Oleh itu, jika saya ada tersilap di mana-mana harap dimaafkan.

Saya berharap agar saudari dapat mengharungi hari-hari yang mendatang dengan sifat yang positif agar hari yang akan kita lalui akan menjadi lebih bermakna.

Semoga kita bertemu di warkah yang akan datang.

Sekian,

Mohd Faisal

Coming back

Dah lame tak update blog ni. Busy kerja.

Currently she is working at JB & i'm working at KL. Every 1-2 months only we can see each other. Hopefully our relationship is going to be more strong than ever despite of being separated by 300KM.

Me & her are planning to move on to next level soon. InsyaAllah. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan kami ya Allah.

Thanks to her for keep me happy whenever i go to JB.
Also thanks for the birthday present that she bought to me yesterday. I keep smiling every time i see the present. =)

THANK YOU SAYANG!!! =)


Me on the left & her on the right. Kasut gergasi & kasut puteri comel

See you next time.

Sentiasa sayang awak =)

girl's anthem.

earcandy: pretty girl rock; keri hilson.

*lagu penaik semangat!*

right now im wet by my own sweat. *eww*. bau besi dan coolant dari lab turning. im sooo dont feel pretty at all. cermin mata dah dekat 6 tahun pakai. dah senget sikit. urgh, lagi 'comel' dari ugly betty nampaknya. dengan lemak- lemak yang baru diternak ni. so dont hate me coz i'm 'beautiful'.

im paying an old debt post on who is the most beautiful thru your eyes be it your friend, mom, or teacher and why is she beautiful, "Mari Kita Cantik, Gembira dan Bahagia bersama" tagged by cik Balqis kita ni haaa. haha. actually its a contest where faceshop goodies were up for grab but it ended already. oops. (me and my time management. pfft). whatever, im posting it anyway for the fun of it.

ai kenot think of one specific person that's beautiful thru my eyes because there's too many! all my girls are pretty! *their boyfriends/husbands are nodding at the back*. therefore, im going to list the reasons why they are all pretty/beautiful. this is all to you girls out there. cewaah.

1. the brains. top quality. girls with brains are problem solver, fighter and bold. like spartans likedat. (spartans arent smart?!)
   
2. independent. there's nothing sexier than a girl that's independent. pay bills, change car tyres, change the light bulb. seriously, guys are already feeling insecure.
3. pretty faces. is a bonus. flawless skin, straight pearly teeth, curvy figure. *cant help staring at ya*
   
4. one of a kind. different, unique. not easily influenced. she has her own opinion and own way of doing things.
5. creative. novelist, painter, poet, singer, blogger. able to express herself creatively other than membebel like women always do.
6. by what she does. i always go wow on pretty and young doctors, lawyers entrepreneurs, young achievers. not only pretty but they have achieved so much.
7. able to bring herself anywhere. she gets comfortable pretty much everywhere and with everyone. but in modesty.
   
8. career women but also can cook! need i describe this? *i want to be you some day*
9. out-of-nowhere-girl. gadis yang diam- diam ubi berisi. tup- tup buat novel, buat album. kinda like, buat dulu baru bising la. sekarang ni banyak yang duk bising je tapi tak buat hehe.
10. none judgemental, gossip-free girl. when you talk bad, your appearance go bad also.
    
11. the i-dont-care-what-the-world-say girl. not afraid to try, to be herself, to do what she wants to despite of what people would say.

okay. that's the 11 values i value (huh?) in a girl. or woman. thanks for tagging eip! hutang langsai!


p/s: period pain and moodswing and penat tapi buat- buat tak penat dan ceria = gila.

spesimen perempuan cantik (bluerghhh! *cantik celah mana?*) yang gangsterisme.

peaceout.

you.

being with you is- different. you dont care what people think.
and when i'm with you, it makes me to not care what people think too.

sobs

2010 end of year summary

i guess now it's time for another year end summary. instead of making it brief like last year, im going to stuff you guys with overload joy and challenges i manage to overcome this year. i think i have changed drastically in what i am this year. some might see the changes, some might not. the obvious part, i got fat. and no. it's not because of the long distance relationship. its just the part of me that appreciate food. bf so like this part of me, he doesnt have to beg and lure me to eat. i guess he's just happy to be with a girl with big appetite. haha. ok here's the chronology of 2010.

1. i threw a surprise birthday party for boyfriend. yup some of you might notice that. boyfriend had smile on his face the whole week! read here.
   
2. ayah gave (lend) me ahmad. my car. for now. and i love him to bits.
3. cousins and aunts threw me a birthday party on the weekend when i got home. it was the cutest cake ever! with pop-up pink letters, haha.
4. i stopped shopping (wasting) for six months. pocket money agak banyak tuk sem seterusnya. and started handling things on my own.
5. had an awesome pre-grad dinner with former classmates. *tears*
6. we, the family moved to the big city. no not new york, just kl. im digging in, much more stuff to do, plus more time with relatives.
7. my ortho check ups at hospital ended early this year. i guess that's why i got fat. i thought i got healthy so i stopped training. i should really get back on that.
8. i miss a lot on friends at jb this year with all the moving and stuff.
9. my primary school bestfriend, sajidah got married!
10. boyfriend graduated. met the family. ever since that, more meet ups. :)
11. boyfriend got involved in my side of the family as well. we are in the comfortable zone as for now. maybe that's another reason why i got fat.
12. my team's boat gaijins won first place in mechanical design week. :)
13. the raya convoy was off the hook! classmate really took it seriously as we might not be seeing each of us much next year. my first time driving in the convoy.
14. i got involve with uni's program as much as i could. making memories you know. and whole lot of friends.
15. i got a new baby cousin, and it's a boy.
16. my kakak, kak bai got hitched! :)
17. nenek renovated the house in kampung, we tested out the new oven by baking cakes. yummy!
18. i am finally in my final year. and it was a tough road getting here. i hope i'll manage to cope with this last round.
    

lets make plan and make 2011 better than 2010!

december report.

event represented by photos.

1. went up to genting only for gondola rides. thank you mr faisal for the company. :)

2. then went to klims10. ayah was an exhibitor for suria kar II. free entrance! normal price RM20.




3. went up to genting again to watch harry potter and the deathly hallows. how often do you get the chance to watch a movie with all the mist and fog outside?




4. went to rantai 10' and few art shows in balai seni lukis negara. owned the shirt!




5. nenek bardot surprise party. a great way to end the holidays by seeing cousins and relatives.


and cherry on top; a DL. Alhamdulillah.


3 weeks packed! i am fulfilled. hmm.

Hiburan

sila klik gambar

31st

Selamat menyambut bulan yg ke-31 dalam hubungan kita.

Semoga jodoh kita sehingga ke akhir hayat serta berjaya di dalam kehidupan yang kita tempuhi.





Selamat Berjaya juga untuk Peperiksaan Akhir nanti.

Buat yang terbaik ye!!! =)

bits of childhood.

i had always left the part with colorful sprinkles for last.
like saving the best for last.
i remembered when i was seven, while eating a dunkin doughnut.
a person asked ayah,


now doughnuts are just like mcdonalds.
nothing special, you dont get excited over it anymore.


i still prefer dunkin, you know.
everything else is just too over the top.
you can't have too much of a good thing.
especially on doughnut.


great, im being dramatic,
over a doughnut.

Learning to breathe & When the sun goes down

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note


Miss Ika-Hijau
Pessa-Biru

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

I want to know what love is (Mariah Carey)
Set on fire (king of leons)


2. How would you describe yourself?

Don’t Trust Me (3 oh! 3)
Sunday Morning (Maroon 5)


3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Lover Boy (Mika)
Man in the Box (Alice in Chain)


4. How do you feel today?

kamu (nitrus)
Feel Good Inc (Gorillaz)


5. What is your life’s purpose?

Dreams (the corrs)
The Bends (Radiohead)


6. What's your motto?

Slow dancing in a Burning Room (John Mayer)
Biar Berjauhan (Kapilla)


7. What do your friends think of you?

La Di Da (Jet)
Feel Like Tonight (Daughtry)


8. What do you think of your parents?

One More Time (Daft Punk)
On a Day Like Today (keane)


9. What do you think about very often?

Gravity (John Mayer)
Skew (Butterfingers)


10. What is 2 + 2?

Single Ladies (Beyonce)
Misery (Good Charlotte)


11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Viva Forever (Spice Girls)
Smile like you mean it (The Killers)


12. What do you think of the person you like?

Radio (The Corrs)
My blur baby (The Fridays)


13. What is your life story?

Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)
Apabila (Kaer)


14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Out of my head (bep)
Lutsinar (Joanna & Co)


15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Wonderful Tonight (Eric Clapton)
Glory and Meaning (Seven Collar Tshirt)


16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Only Hope (Mandy Moore)
That will never conquer (Coldplay)


17. What will they play at your funeral?

Superwoman (Alicia Keys)
Kamu Aku Satu (Iris Band)


18. What is your biggest fear?

Shake it (Metro Station)
Untitled Breakaway (MadHouse)


19. What is your biggest secret?

These Streets (Paolo Nutini)
Fall For You (Secondhand Serenade)


20. What will you post this as?

Learning to breathe (Switchfoot)
When the sun goes down (Arctic Monkeys)

Happy 30 monthsary

To my beloved girl, wishing u


HAPPY 30 MONTHSARY



semoga sihat selalu dan berada di bawah jagaan-Nya. Amin =)

Maaf

I'll give you all the love i want in return
But half a love is all i feel, sweet darling
It's too bad, it's just too sad
You don't want me no more
But i'm gonna change your mind
Some way, somehow
-Massive Attack: I want you


"Men are taught to apologize for their weaknesses, women for their strengths."
Lois Wyse

"When you realize you've made a mistake, make amends immediately.
It's easier to eat crow while it's still warm."
Dan Heist

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
~Author Unknown

p/s: saya sayangkan awak...maaf untuk segalanya

*screams*

on wednesday i had a presentation in the morning with Dr. Rasol, and later that night a presentation with Dr. Salleh. I think i did pretty good in the morning, Dr. Rasol (from India, dont understand Malay at all), nodded a few times and said good through out my explanation. But at night, i didnt do well, i was already at the peak of my energy and i cant focus. i prepared a text i can refer to in case i go blank. in front of 100+ students. and a Dr. who speak very fluent British English. i sucked. and i wanted to cry. i mean i can do better, i was just sooo tired, i only slept 3 hours the other night.

the next day, i had my Design presentation. unlike last year, i finished all the drawing. templates drawings of parts and assembly are pretty messy i tot i should clear them out first, i even had extra time to do animation with SolidWork (yay! i know how to do animation on Solid Work), and prepare slide for my group. i already did the circuit soldering, the other guys was supposed to build the prototype. we did it, Dr Badrul was impressed we even managed to finish it, its a bloody working prototype! he said good. yay.

i've been pushing myself this week, i need fun input. i tot of a movie and mcd tomorrow. its been very long since i did fun stuff. last time i watched a movie was in early august and so was eating out. hari2 makan nasi bungkus. haihh. classmates already celebrated the freedom of group projects earlier today. i was too tired to join them. i thought i could just sleep it off, but reading my friends status, eating kfc, bowling, tengok wayang. i feel like i need those fun input also. because right now, im so stressed out and i want a beach vacation!


p/s: maybe i should go back to jb. im comfortable there. psm, can u finish up yourself?

Sepi

Aku pandang sekeliling hari ini
namun hanya objek pegun yang menemaniku

Aku putar memori ke hari semalam
kelihatan kau tersenyum padaku

Aku cuba menggapai tanganmu
namun hanya meja kaku yang menggalas tanganku

Aku cuba senyum padamu
namun hanya almari bisu yang terlihat di depanku

Aku cuba bermadah cinta
namun hanya kedengaran bunyi kipas sedang melepaskan keluhannya

Sesungguhnya perpisahan sebentar ini merundung perasaan sayu
Bagaimana aku harus menjalani hari-hari yang mendatang

Aku buntu, namun
Aku rindu dan
Aku sayang padamu



~sekadar luahan~

random colorful post

okay, awal sem dah berazam nak cerita semua perihal dan aktiviti kolej dalam blog ni, tapi masa tak mengizinkan. bila masa dah ade, mood pulak tak ada, pasal cerita- cerita basi kolej belum di recordkan. i think i'll do it briefly la! sila tengok gamba random by random cameras! wehooo!












photo 1: design class trip to zull design, rawang. they make gadgets! awesome.
photo 2: my baby, darling RC boat we made and won first place! extra marks! yay!
photo 3: bbq celebrating our hard work for RC boat race and also iftar together. saya la yang bakar ayam tu, heeee
photo 4: ajk2 bakar ayam. berminyak2 muka. hehe
photo 5: 1st raya at segamat with cousin, ayah bought my kain raya all the way from china :)
photo 6: 3rd raya at shah alam with cousins. i love them to bits.
photo 7: eip dengan dayah datang ambil jubah konvo, they took me out jalan- jalan.
photo 8: konvoi raya from rumah bad, rumah bai, rumah wak and muar, rumah koden. this photo was taken at rumah wak at sarang buaya. such a lovely house.
photo 9: class raya photo i managed to screw up, i forgot to set the camera. hehe overexpose.


okayh! two months in 1 post! hehe.

thanks for scrolling up and down. saya memang sengaja.

coz you're amazing,

and when you smile,
the whole world stops,
and stares for a while

pause + prt sc + copy + paste
can't get this song outta my head. too sweet!