hiyahh!

hello and assalamualaikum!

i guess now the wedding heat is on! and we haven't prepare anything.. yet. bluerghh.

when I'm at work, I have these tonnes of ideas to type down on our blog. But I always got home late, so I just took a shower and head to bed. And sometimes staring at my laptop screen can also makes me sleepy except for youtube. haha.

Anyways, I was down with a baaaad fever last week, started on tuesday and vomitted on wed and has bloody runny nose on thurs, so i dragged myself to a clinic scared that i might collapsed at home alone and all the doctor can say was "eh, fever je". thank god u were good looking. hehe.

the working week was not even ok as well, I was in tense and had no one to talk to at home, so i decided to come to KL. Amazing thing was, my fever gone as I saw my fiancee. Kapooff! Alhamdulillah, my future husband is A HEALER! ok over. Ok maybe it was gone because my sweet, sweet fiance decided to buy us girls dinner! yay! free food!

muke masam fiance kene belanja + us girls (his baby sisters and ira)

oh and happy belated birthday to my future baby SIL. cewah. this treat was for her actually. hehe. indulge in more piccas below. wehooo.

 baby sis ira, with fadhilah the birthday girl and lil fazlin

p/s: oh, and i still owe my engagement post right. lemme gather my mood first becuase it is a loooong story. :)

iftar in KL

i met pesa as soon as i reached selangor from bp. after dropping off bella, bf took me to ampang to a hill where i could see the whole KL from there. the view was breath taking. then we met up with the family and had iftar together. it was pretty stressful just deciding where to break fast and find seats. it was so obvious you can see it on our faces. haha.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

serta

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

ditujukan kepada semua rakan-rakan yang mengenali saya dan Miss Ika

p/s: Terima kasih kerana sudi berbuka bersama-sama Miss Ika, ianya akan sentiasa diingati selalu di hati ini... =)

holiday update.

nothing much has been done through out the holidays. lemme do the recap.

- 1st week of holidays was a lazy week. i only eat and sleep.
- help sisters study for the mid term.
- gossip girl and glee marathon.
- baby sit arief on the 2nd week while paksu and maksu were away in korea.
- makngah and the family were on umrah on the 2nd week, so it was a dull week.
- had few wins with the play station with arief. he dont want to play with me anymore. 'adik taknak main dengan kakak ika lagi, kakak ika dah terer' were his exact word.
- so he only wants to play with pessa, pessa dropped by mostly every evening. kalau pessa lambat, arief tanya 'kakak ika, pesa datang pukul berapa?'
- we see each other almost every week, sometimes just the two of us, but most of the times with the family.
- i finally had the chance to meet pesa's childhood bestfriend. kecoh tak hingat!
- i did ibu's work and preparing slides for her class. and was paid.
- i also did a favor in checking thesis for ayah. and was paid also.
- i spent most of the money on food, bills, and leisure.
- went to watch a movie with cousins until late and ate nasi lemak at 1 am.
- weddings.
- ahmad has been upgraded. weehooo!
- we seldom talk on the phone nowadays, pessa always tired from work. atok selalu tanya, 'ko gaduh dengan faisal ye?' so cute. haha
- we are thinking to settling whether in damansara or gombak.
- still packing. you cannot imagine how much stuff there is. pfff.

my boyfriend was here.

yesterday, i had the privilege to spend the whole day with en faisal. with permission granted from ibu and ayah of course. ayah was like, "i'm always the last to know!". "but i've told you weeks ago that he's coming."

pesa took the 8.30 am bus to JB. and around 9.30 arrived at JB. ibu picked him up with ira and the three of them bought nasi lemak for breakfast. ibu cakap pesa belanja, but i dont believe her, i believe ibu was trying to tease him. haha.

"jom main bowling nak?" ibu was so eager to bring us to bowl but unfortunately she couldnt join us. ayah just got the call from plentong, his car was fixed. they were supposed to get the car later that evening. so, ibu left me in charge with the girls and pesa a trip around town. we wanted to bowl at danga city mall, unfortunately the whole arena was booked for some tournament. so we went for archery instead.

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then we went to taman merdeka just to show off to pesa how pretty jb is. haha.

dengan pokok berahsia. --adik cakap. haha

and also to get in touch with the greens! oh, i love trees. hee

then we thought of catching a movie at tebrau. but it was packed. so we enjoyed ice creams at BR. then stucked in traffic for an hour. then we went to bukit indah for lunch. and then it was time to send en faisal home.

ours. to share.

i swear i almost cried as we reached sri putri, where he took the bus back to batu pahat. i wished i could froze time. but i had to keep myself together, still got driving to do plus it will only make it harder for pesa to leave.

adik was sleeping the whole journey back. as we reached home, she woke up and ask where pesa is, i said " dia dah balik la!". oo ye ke? haha.

ibu and ayah reached home around 9 pm. lepas tu buat- buat tanya, pesa dah balik?

sayang thank you for coming. i hope you had fun. =)

Penyu cantik

Kepulangan aku ke rumah pada Hari Raya Aidiladha yang lepas disambut dengan pemberian penyu cantik oleh adik bongsu aku, Fazlin. Hari itu adik aku ni pergi lawatan sekolah ke Terengganu. So, dia belikanlah kami sekeluarga penyu-penyu cantik ni. Hehe. Fazlin, lain kali kalau pergi lawatan mana2 lagi, beli la cenderahati untuk abang long lagi ye. Huhu. Agak-agak kalau aku pergi Kedah aku nak belikan Fazlin ape ye?? Keychain bentuk padi ade tak?haha

Nama saya penyu cantik kerana saya kaler pink

Terima kasih kepada adik abang yang sorang ni. Nanti kalau abang long balik, kite minum Slurpy ye. Huhu

raya haji (edisi segamat)

mek mimi suka duduk atas buaian.

izzat suka buat muka terkejut.

hergh! terkejut lagi.

kak mimi suka menyelit celah- celah orang 'happening'.

kak mimi suka tengok nenek- nenek muda bergosip.

kadang- kadang kak mek suka baca surat khabar. tapi rumah moyang ade katalog je. jadi la.

rimas la kakak orang asyik nak pegang kakak je. nak baca katalog pun susah.

kakak memang suka orang suap. choki-choki pun kena suapkan.

p.t.a.t.w.

missing these monkeys!! =P

the 100th post

life have been pretty hectic this few weeks. im sorry i have to be occupied with tonnes of workloads while i think i should have been in selangor where i am needed. ibu tak sehat nak jalan jauh lagi. plus, economy tak memberangsangkan. how i wished im older right now, and able to do things on my own. i thought nenek, maksu and acik might need my help. if it werent for the tonnes of works and shortage of money. i would have got on the next bas to kl. at least ika boleh la wakilkan ibu. plus its been long since we last visited arwah ina. watching them coping with life of losing hafiz, kind of reminded me of how hard it was and it still is for me to cope with life when losing a bestfriend, a sister. a part of me.

ika doakan semoga makngah sekeluarga diberi kekuatan untuk mengharungi hidup sebagaimana ika dan keluarga telah diberi kekuatan menghadapi ujian dariNya. Malah, mohon ika agar makngah dapat yang lebih baik dari ika. Aminn.


p/s: im only a phone call away if u need me.
p/p/s:happy 22nd birthday en faisal. updates will be up after my tests.

doa buat hafiz

hafiz. (gamba dari blog anis)

salam.
salam sejahtera dan selamat semester break. =)
orang lain start semester break hari sabtu, ika dh mula semester break hari rabu lagi. malam rabu ayah rushed and picked me dalam 12.30 malam. ira besa plak tgh menangis di seat belakang mpv. i wanted to know the whole story but the condition at that moment kinda forbid me to open my mouth. "kakak, pack up, we're on our way. hafiz dh kritikal". ira texted. hati bebelah bahagi gak nak follow ke kl. sebab ika tak reti nak ponteng kelas, pegi kelas lambat pon rase cam nak nangis dah sebab panik. huh. macam prangai dak darjah satu. hehe. "family comes first" ira reminded me. ika ketepikan kerunsingan dunia belajar dan ikut ke kl. tak sempat la nak pack sangat, bawak baju untuk dua hari je lepas tu tido skejap sebab kepenatan buat report dua malam dan game volleyball 3 jam berturut.

keadaan hafiz memang kritikal. makngah dan pakngah pun nampak letih, tapi digagahi lagi. jantung hafiz dah tak sihat lagi. injap jantung dia dah mula bocor. disebabkan itu, jantung dia terpaksa bekerja kuat untuk mengepam darah. ibu bagitahu saiz jantung dia dh expand 3times dr normal size dia. heartbeat anak kecil 7thn ni dalam keadaan rehat adalah sama dengan orang normal ketika berlari. bayangkan pula jika anak kecil ini mula bermain dan berlari. bayangkan heartbeatnya ketika itu. doktor sudah mengesahkan tiada apa yang dapat dilakukan lagi. mak ngah dan pak ngah dah nekad tak nak undergo surgery, sebab kalau dilakukan pun, hafiz akan berada di bawah intensive care. tak adil untuk kanak-kanak sepertinya untuk terbaring dia atas katil instead bermain bersama-sama kanak-kanak sebayanya. all we can do now is wait. and pray.

hafiz la permata hati, cucu lelaki pertama nenek dan atok. ketika dilahirkan keadaan nya memang dh kritikal. jantung nya tidak mempunyai kedua-dua injap untuk membawa oksigen masuk dan karbon dioksida keluar. alhamdulillah scheduled operation yang dijalankan selepas hafiz dilahirkan berjaya. satu injap diwujudkan pada jantung hafiz untuk membawa oksigen masuk dan karbon dioksida keluar. keadaan ini mengelirukan jantung, tapi alhamdulillah hafiz dapat bermain. bermain juga perlu ade limitation, jika terlalu penat, bibir hafiz mula biru dan wajah nya menjadi pucat.

scheduled operation seterusnya ini seperti tidak dapat diteruskan. kami semua pulang untuk melihat hafiz dan memberi sokongan dan bantuan kepada makngah sekeluarga. walaupun dilahirkan serba kekurangan hafiz diberi kelebihan lain, ketika seusia 4tahun hafiz dah boleh membaca ayat kursi. dibacanya kepada ibu melalui telefon. "maklong nak dengar adik bace.." becucuran air mata ibu. hati nya mudah menghafal ayat-ayat suci. sebak mendengar atok cerita hafiz dah mula bertanya atok tentang syurga, "atok, kat syurga tu best tak?" "atok, kat syurga tu diorg tau ke saiz baju adik?"

ketika ini, hafiz masih terbaring lesu dia gleneagles ampang. kami menunggu hafiz menjadi stabil agar kami dapat bawa dia pulang ke rumah. agar hafiz dapat jalani hidup seperti kanak-kanak lain. walaupun kami sedar peluang itu semakin tipis. mohon kami sekeluarga agar dipanjat kan doa dan bacaan yasin bagi semua yang membaca untuk anak kecil agar dia kembali sehat. mudah-mudahan doa-doa kita dimakbulkan. Amin.

picturesque

i cant stop laughing over these shots. thanks adik for sending them. ok. this is how my raya was. =)



p/s: 3rd raya at banting.